A year ago
Please keep me anonymous
This lady I met in September told me she loves me so much and she can't wait to be my woman. I was reluctant at first to accept her but I did because she shares the same dreams with me. The thing is she's a sickle cell patient but I don't care about that. I intentionally asked my mom about SS people and she spoke kinda ill about them that I'll spend money for treatment, they die very early and all.
I've fallen for this girl so much. I don't want to listen to my mom but she'll play a major role in getting married to this girl.
This girl said we should keep our relationship a secret till it's permanent. I don't like that idea but she's firm on that. I'm protective over her too. I nearly lost my cool when a guy was touching her. We've never had sex or even kissed before. I don't want that because I cherish her a lot.
A friend of hers is also showing me signs she likes me. I've been flirting and touchy with her before my woman proposed to me. I want to stop that with her but she doesn't want to stop. I want to tell her I'm with her friend now so we should stop but my woman said it should be a secret.
Please how do I talk to my mom to accept my woman?
Also I don't want to start being intimate with her because I find it sinful but the sexual urges are getting stronger. Any advice on that?
Lastly, how do I push her friend away without telling her about my relationship with her friend? I've tried not chatting her often and all but it seems she's drawing closer if I do that. I intentionally said hurtful stuffs to her but still.
Ironically, being with two woman at the same time is my greatest fantasy. They're polar opposite and they'll be perfect for that fantasy.
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