[Music] in the text of my heart I feel the egg I loved one so strong not under mistake abandoned and darkness outside Yearning For the Love of the one step by my side of me you will not believe it mommy what ah what yes 290 yes Mommy oh my goodness [Music] I'm so proud of you I don't want to cry absolutely thank you so much I am super proud of you you know what shopping really I buy you anything mommy shopping let me bring my house oh buy anything on me Mommy foreign thank you I can't always come and join you on campus yeah me too you know I can't wait to show you after my friends you know introducing you as my girlfriend really they've always made damn just of me because I don't have a girlfriend I told them I have a girlfriend somewhere and I don't want to double date but they insisted I have a girlfriend on campus but that's why I can't wait I can't wait oh I see that why you wanted me to come to your school so that you can show me off to your friends yeah but not only that my university is like the best university in Nigeria I mean check the record may I help right for this day is clearly stated there yeah you're right anyway that's not just all we attend the same University you know we're going to spend more time together it's going to stretch out with me as the undergraduate you know what me personally they don't care about the whole undergraduate thing all I want to do is graduate as an engineer I cannot just wait that's my own this is something about that term the undergraduates are just kind of like evoke some sort of extreme and responsibility I mean enough about school how about I see my love tomorrow what about your uncle he goes to work every morning I thought you know that already okay I'll think about it wait you want to think about seeing your boyfriend come on now baby I miss you so much and I want to see you don't miss me no of course I do okay let's see tomorrow now please okay I'll call that's my baby anyways I'm a bit tired now I'm feeling sleepy I have to go okay I'll talk to you tomorrow good night I love right [Music] John okay if you like don't clean the house don't wash these dishes I'm off to work I'm quite clean the house and I'll wash the dishes shut up I have not finished oh by the way I don't even know why your school has not called you back huh you have not resumed you just sit down doing nothing just eat it huh no make sure you clean the house okay all right I'm cool bye who can worry for Africa [Music] [Music] nice to meet you nice to meet you thank you so what can I offer you nothing nothing really why because I just asked before coming or you're scared of me or something why would I be scared of you I mean you don't trust me John I trust you I I trust you more than anybody in this world I can take that to the bank here I'm not serious you know anytime we are together I just feel like time should just stop because I can't get enough of you baby do you understand what you know what I'm gonna go upstairs I want to show you something why trust me I want to show you something please sure let's just stay here please don't show you something else you said you trust me but I'll prove you know okay all right listen I love to see you smile I love to see you laugh John we can't why because we're too young to do this precious listening we're not too young to express our love for each other I mean what is Love without this John this is wrong maybe listen there's nothing wrong about just expressing our love to one another there's nothing wrong about about us making love or don't you love me I do improve it well I'm still a virgin all right okay [Music] yo I can't wait to get to investing the kind of Bianca will be doing it then we know that Jane has arrived Walker my dear so John has promised to show me around campus when I get there and guess what we're going to win best couple of the years Awards my sister I'm really jealous of you guys for real one don't be Joe come on come on I can't wait you will you will my sister I hope so because I heard all the campus guys are Heartbreakers I had that to do [Music] okay you are very lucky to get to have someone like John that's not the fact that he graduated before us actually lost and cherish you well I thought when he gets to University would change what what is the case thank God indeed oh my girl [Music] foreign [Music] [Music] [Music] just move [Music] d precious Mommy what is here no I don't know I hope it's not what I'm thinking I hope it's not what I'm thinking come in let me see you guys [Music] let me see a talk all the way let me see your tongue make sure as you're pregnant no Mom that's not possible it's not possible one last did you see your period probably I don't remember but I cannot be pregnant so what you're saying is that you're still a virgin yes Mom I'm still a virgin you are sure because I know what I'm saying you are sure huh [Music] I'm sure [Music] let's go to the hospital then at least let the doctor find out what's wrong with you that's not possible let's go let's go [Music] Madam congratulations your daughter is always gone four weeks what she's pregnant precious you are pregnant no your wife's mother oh because she's pregnant God this girl has killed me you're pregnant I'm going to kill you I will kill you wait madam please take it easy I will kill you what do you mean it's alive I'm sorry Mom I'm really sorry I wish I could talk about the hands of time I said what did I do to you to save this guy on this grace what did I do have beg this several times to stay away from boys I give you everything everything a young girl would want I give to you I make sure I provided everything why did you do this I mean I'm really sorry because I told you how I got pregnant in University I have to deal with pregnancy I thought you would learn from me I thought you learned from my mistakes but no what you did was just in a hurry to replicate what I did look at you no wonder you're such in a hurry now you've got a pregnant even before getting into the university why why I'm sorry Mommy I'm sorry you're begging me no I'm sorry too you're the one who have to deal with the consequences of your actions I carried my and I gave birth to you carry us and give birth to it just tell me who is responsible for this pregnancy very quickly because honestly you don't want to see the other part of me who is responsible who got you pregnant it's you will just open your mouth because I'll send you now which John a friend from school [Music] did I miss this [Music] welcome ah this is what you do every day eat and sleep since you came back on holiday you've not done anything yeah your mates are walking and schooling huh you can't do anything huh what are you gonna do for a job okay I've been trying my best to look for a job since I came back I'm enjoying your best try harder try harder okay okay hey hey love hello John hey come on baby I told you to stop calling me by my name I call me something else caught fire I'm pregnant you're what I said I'm pregnant how how how are you pregnant how do you know you're pregnant you're pregnant just this once well John that's sad reality now we're pregnant are you are you even sure the baby is mine of course who else would he be for so what what are you going to do you want for this but you refused you didn't even do enough they won't push me away safe were you not the one that asked me to prove my love to now look away that has another way of it already oh my God I'm finished you know what you just just give me some time to think about it okay better look for something to do quicker performance [Music] food anymore [Music] ah John [Music] get me something to eat in the kitchen what was that when this is that this kind of nonsense [Music] foreign [Music] good evening yeah hello um we're here to see John oh really yes I assume you're his father yeah come on all right uh John John yes I'm coming are here to see you um what forget my mask why didn't you come I have something to drink we're fine fine we just want to see John aha come come this is right here to see you you're shocked right that means you know why we're here do you know what that yeah what why would you say I don't know the reason why don't you know her well maybe I should tell you the reason why we're here is because your son John got my daughter pregnant [Laughter] oh wow that's not possible oh boy what so they can't Implement a small boy yes okay so my daughter is an old lady you're vouching for him [Music] do you know what he does with his time if he can get my daughter pregnant he's not an innocent boy he's not a small boy [Music] oh if this is getting crazy my friend did you get this girl pregnant good question did you guys get pregnant okay now he's suddenly a deaf and dumb answer me are you responsible for her pregnancy [Music] John you've turned my husband to a brother that you bring in every girl and knock them off see sir that's not the reason why I'm here that's not the reason why I am here sir I am here because he got my daughter pregnant and he has to do something about it well yeah something can be done about it I know what to do [Music] I don't care [Music] look at you look at you you should be ashamed of yourself you are satisfied now you should be satisfied look at what you have brought upon yourself I tried my best what do baby witness I tried my best as a mother I get to everything won't do several times but look at the life you chose if you want to disgrace me you know I'm a single mother you know I'm a single mother you know how people who assume that I have done something wrong you want to make me feel inferior precious I tried my best I'm not accept it I'm not inferior I'm a good mother I did my best but this time is the life that you chose just about me [Music] sorry shut up your mouth you're not sorry you did this deliberate you're not sorry foreign look at it I'll become a laughing people thank you well done you did well look at you look at you after all I've done for you time to make you into somebody the only thing you could do for me the only way you could pay me back is to impregnate a girl Hey listen to you I'm so disappointed huh horribly disappointed right no I'm sorry be sorry for yourself be sorry for yourself imagine that I've been vouch that you are a virgin I didn't even know you're so rotten I'm so disappointed horribly disappointed huh I'm so angry look at you look at you [Music] let me get the door I'm coming thank you very much can we see it can't sit if you want Mom I'm sorry about what happened I I was really very upset with my nephew so I misplaced my anger I'm sorry okay very good family John here it's my nephew his parents died 10 years ago in a car accident since then I've been taking care of him to make him into a man I would play with you Mom if your daughter can keep the baby I was asking you to allow them stay here for some time and then I want to remarry so I promise to take care of her and the baby I read what you said it's okay as long as you keep to your words thank you Mom [Music] baby girl we made it we made it we made what I'm just coming back from unilag now and guess what what our names came out really ah what's in this one why are you not happy Jane you know I cannot go to school with my condition what have I done to myself just look at how yeah forfeited my admission because of my stupidity should have insisted I should have rejected this temptation oh God see John things are not the way they used to be you've got to get a job now then fend for your own immediate family we are not expecting a baby you have to take care of the mother and the child and we also know that um going to remark to do that before that means I have to prepare myself to bring in a new person into the family so you have to get that responsibility so so you're saying I should drop out of school oh yeah sorry it means you should do a part of school to fend for your woman and your unborn child in this world so who happens to my dream of becoming an engineer if I drop out of school I don't know anything about your becoming an engineer no what I'm saying is that you now have an extra responsibility and they've got to take it up that means you have to drop out of school get a job so that you can maintain them you can't just be living in my house that's the way it is you are the one that impregnated the girl so you take responsibility I can help you I can't [Music] I'm not asking to think about it I'm asking you to go and do it [Music] [Music] foreign [Music] [Music] John John [Music] dear uncle I've left your house don't bother looking for me I'll be fine thanks for everything you've done for me John what's nonsense is this is what [Music] yes yes come in no how are you infectious I'm fine sir good morning good morning sir please I've been trying to reach John and his number is not reachable I don't know what to do anymore I'm not saying him too I came back and saw a note from him that he has left and that I should look for him but yeah I I don't know how to describe what's what's happening but I'll find him he left I'll find him don't worry don't worry so that's how nobody heard from your journey just abandoned you in this condition are you by any means defending him oh okay let me even agree with you that his uncle chased him away from the house did you equally stop him from picking up his phone to call you knowing fully well that he's the one that puts you in this family way no did you see your choice of man did you see the type you all the men in the world this is the one you choose did you see that Foolish Boy let me not remember him one of these days [Music] I think it's the baby I think it's coming oh [Music] it's always like that it's okay it's okay it's okay let's get to the hospital what I was thinking is supposed to be maybe at the end easy [Music] good Ness Adam you can't come into the theater you have to wait oh it's our first time I should be fine you have to wait here I thought I would have been able to come here you'll be okay push push watch I can see the baby's head coming close I can see the babysit coming push hard save delivery in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ saved delivery in the name of Jesus in the name of Jesus and he shows at the clean up today this my grandchild is coming in hell and a happy by the power of the Holy Ghost In The Name Of The Lord Jesus Christ [Music] in the name of Jesus in the name of Jesus this is a testimony this is a testimony in Almighty the name of the word Jesus Christ like an Hebrew woman in the name of the Lord Jesus Christ precious is put into bed by the power of the Holy Ghost in the name of Jesus [Music] and worship your majesty I thank you oh thank you oh thank you for my grandchild his coming is strong in the name of Jesus just push push one more time yes yes it's okay it's okay okay [Music] yeah let's go congratulations man puts more than a child I say that's what I asked God thank you thank you again [Music] sweetheart huh at some point I was worried he did it's not nice to be give to us I don't know why you are rushing oh God is faithful you give us everything exactly thank God everything I asked God hello [Music] how do we tell John um let me call you come [Music] oh so tired [Music] [Music] wow [Music] hello she has given birth wonderful wonderful congratulations oh I'm so happy I'm so happy ah okay okay I just came back and just a bit tired but okay ah congrats I don't know no problem I'll be there I'll be there I'll be there don't worry about my tiredness ah I'll be there now okay ah wonderful wonderful yes let's go let me change hey [Music] well done thank you wow I know it looks like us yes congratulations this is wonderful I just brought small thank you so much Lucy well done you have done well you have this wonderful very much hey let's do it yes so have you heard from John I have no two I have not but oh he's a father now so he needs to know I'll let you know I mean this boy should bring him back wonderful boy bundle of joy ah now you have done well stop promise you would be here with me don't be moved he's okay what we have here oh this bundle of joy this is not the time okay no we'll bring him back I'm here ah but we're here I know [Music] he'll be back I promise you oh my God [Music] [Music] come home [Music] [Music] government caused so deep it hurts so deep frightened to take away my happiness well if you ask me I think you did the right thing yeah it's noisy at all of course I mean you're just 19 and you still have your life ahead of you see even that I'm older than you I'll do the same thing guys education for any other thing see it's not easy training myself through school after I didn't even get time to read my books then maybe I should go find a job for you bro that would be that would be good that'll be very good because I go to work by five I studied seeing me later and if I get back home already found out I'm tired look at you it's always so in every bar not to worry we'll get another job please there's one more thing what's that I mean since I left home I've not heard from precious and or more I've never reached out nothing I I don't think you think it's fair like I said earlier what you did is the right thing honestly or let's do it like this okay for now don't call her yes avoid her at least do you grab it next day do you want to have an Extinction you think so think I know so you don't need to feel any guilt should be fine all you need to do now is constitute of your education when you graduate you get a good job go back and take care of her to one of the pregnancy what if she has given birth well if she has given birth I believe her moment your uncle would take your heart he said it should be fine at least they will not want to watch on the baby so far yeah sure guys see forget about these people okay concentrate on yourself for now the person you like this your natural way to do why would you say that no no thank you thank you thank you [Music] what is it what is it [Music] I promised it would always be there I know he's abundant wow forget it okay for that thing you can do this is that why you left my boots of course you can remember I raised you all by myself all right forget your responses [Music] show me my boys [Music] just look at me I've lost sheep what kind of thing is this now how am I going to get my body back [Music] [Music] ing precious why is the baby crying now [Music] precious why is this baby crying like this now [Music] it's attention precious foreign for once I thought you're not even in this room why are you sitting there and the baby's crying let me leave it eh what kind of babies this every time he's always crying crying crying what's the problem what kind of talk is that so you cannot take care of your own baby that you gave birth to get disgrace to Motherhood instead of your child mommy am I not a child too am I not a child too please I beg leave me alone I have nothing to say to you just breastfeed this baby could you already breastfeeded breastfeed the baby this morning but it's obvious now that he's hungry please breastfeed the baby how's this cup of tea I'm already complaining how my breast is sagging now come and breastfeeding me who cares about your sagging breasts I don't care about your second breasts please breastfeed this baby I want Mommy you I won't have you lost your mind what kind of drama is this one precious blessing this baby now put me if the baby is hungry eh go to the kitchen and feed the baby what don't disturb me did I treat you with her about seven what kind of talk is this one I'm not feeding any baby I've already told you precious come and bless with this baby have you lost your mind for me I'm not feeding that child sit down sit down here and breastfeed this now I'm not joking with you mommy no I'm not breastfeeding that out ah [Music] hi girlfriend hi Jane how are you doing hi baby I'm fine I'm so cute thank you exactly like his father wait talking about his father have you heard from him yet I can't believe that John will do this to me you know what let's go talk about John oh [Music] we did our precious night last weekend it was so much fun girl school is sweet [Music] so sorry [Music] of course but I'm happy for you though [Music] oh my God that is punishment what have I done to deserve this punishment put into my life is that not enough my meds are in school studying and having fun and I'm stuck with you [Music] I hate you [Music] always crying crying crying come in the door is open looking good as old yes thank you please sit down thank you so how are you I'm fine now how are you how is work I like this like that well you lost me [Music] my little nephew I will they are fine they're absolutely fine let me uh precious precious yes Mom combo I'll bring the baby okay Mom my grand uncle is here so this is how we did not hear about them what's his name John John your nephew oh my God my goodness children ah ah bring bring him bring him bring him wow because the mother is beautiful is beautiful I want to be cute my friend thank you so much lips he's so cute wow so cute precious what is going on there what is this excuse right thank God he's your grand nephew please when you are living take him along with you because I am sick and tired of taking care of this child will you shut up what's your distance I am sick and tired of taking care of this child I want my life back what life what kind of rubbish is this what kind of embarrassment is this I'm so sorry boy [Music] these children have you seen what kind of drama is this did we get her pregnant when they make their stupid decisions they expect us and they're not ready to take responsibility for it anyway um [Music] I'll call you this is [Music] [Music] Yearning For The Love and walk by my side in the Silence of the night I search for Souls memories of your touch they still hunt and caress but I wanna let the past Define who I am I must find strengths and move on and rebuild what I care of abandonment it comes so deep it hurts so deep threatened to take away my happiness but my happiness I won't forfeit I must believe that love will find me again find me again try and pick up the pieces one by one rebuilding my heart until the pain is gone I'll find my worth and embrace My Own Strength but love will come again and go the extra length I'll look into the innocent eyes of a child and see the future full of smiles to give me hope give me hope and the strength to carry on and to go [Music] so deep it hurts so deep threatening to take away my happiness but my happiness mommy leave me alone he's hungry open this door did I give to the baby now [Music] precious and we break this dog open this door open it open this door mommy leave me alone now people should leave me alone can I not rest precious [Music] precious baby is crying go and attend to him precious I said the baby is crying are you deaf oh Mommy can you just allow me watch this film in peace take care of your baby go and attention to the baby get out of my sights foreign what kind of baby is this ah [Music] what is it are you a witch are you just against my happiness why can't you just become and let me have my peace of mind have I not done enough for you have I knots it's not until I die because of you precious why are you speaking to like that you see my grandchild you're using such words for have you lost your mind why are you speaking to an innocent child like this which child is innocent this child is no sense this child this baby that this baby this this baby does this baby does Mommy have you stopped for once to consider me or ask me how I'm feeling no you know sense my foot precious I didn't say that isn't a child abuse you kid it's not easy it wasn't easy with me too when I was Raising you I'm sure I did not stress you like this that one is a certain ah see who's talking because you're all grown up now you gave me hair much hair that this baby would ever give to you but did I throw you away no better take care of your childhood if anything happens to this child you will be sorry you'll be very sorry see mommy me I'm tired I'm tired of you I'm tired of this child and I'm tired of the two of you together I'm sorry to tell you that you're stuck with us you are stuck with us precious you're not getting anywhere you're stuck with us we're here together we two are tired of you but we are following you okay don't mind your mother [Music] good hmm Jane you are glowing thank you baby please is this how everybody in school is gluing my idea forget that scene all these things you're seeing it is Packaging many of us in the campus are living fake lives yes the slogan is fake it till you make it so don't judge by what you're seeing on me because you know I won't carry last you need to give me just on what's happening on campus stress won't kill me a lot is happening ah come on did you just say stress like it just said stress please I want to be stressing like you if this is what stress looks like Precious you want to understand it's from one lecture or to another not to talk about the assignments or other things ah come on me I'm getting tired already ah this is just a stress no you just said stress yes of course please I want to be stressing I'm looking like this oh because look at me now I'm talking about stress what's you now say about me you're not looking bad you're not oh please Jane stop with the flattering turn back the hands of time I would have avoided John with everything in me talking about secondary school when I started celebrating my birthday this Friday in so Lights Lounge so there will be a lot of fun entertainment you know the vibe you wouldn't want to miss it's unfortunate because I won't be coming no understands about your baby rights yeah I really need to ease up and unwind because of all the stress that I've accumulated over time don't worry you know don't think about it because I won't see you for this you understand now I feel the egg I love one so strong not under mistake abundant and alone and darkness outside yearning for the love but one step by my side in the Silence of the night I search for Souls memories of your church I still hunt and caress but I won't let the past Define why I must find strength to move on and we'll deal with what I care [Music] so deep it hurts so deep Ness my happiness I want your feet I must believe in my heart until the pain is gone I'll find my worth and embrace My Own Strength but love will come again I'm golden extra land I'll look into the innocent eyes [Music] to keep me [Music] [Music] [Music] you should go now [Music] hi baby hi you made it yes I did [Music] [Music] foreign [Music] [Music] why will you just jump out of the Blues and go torture like that listen listen shut up someone you abandoned things oh please don't get me triggered now just killed me Jane [Music] oh baby are you okay yeah I'm fine no you're not mm-hmm I mean John is around and he abandoned me and his child maybe he said he missed you I don't want to see him talk more about speaking to him okay precious I know I don't deserve your forgiveness but just hear me then let's go yeah him pause yeah what's he asked yes are you speaking for him now I'm not it's the logical thing to do excuse it I messed up okay and then I missed the back by running the race I was scared for my education John what about me I had to Forfeit my my admission you have no idea what I went through sorry precious I know if running every woke up at my best option I feel like my uncle and your mother was going to take care of you and it was selfish on my part but I didn't have to joined I did what I had to do keep saying is sorry supposed to make everything right it's always supposed to make me feel better is it supposed to help this pain I'm feeling right now I know it's not but from the depth of my heart I'm saying sorry precious I'm terribly sorry please just just give me one more chance okay listen it's just one more chance to ask for precious please one more chance so you're in school now I mean I guess I'm in school but I have to walk somewhere to like support with school activities I know that it's not easy but we're good for you for you so how how is the baby how is the baby are you asking me how the baby is don't you abandon those maybe it's fine you see he yeah I don't know how to put this again sorry okay and I'm gonna wipe your tears off your face my pressure listing you still look beautiful as I last remembered John how can you say I look beautiful I'm all out of shape out of shape come on are you no you're not you're not your ship precious she still highlights remember you to be like well that's all distressing me out sometimes I just wish you should disappear I want my life back John come on pressure don't talk like that okay please don't sound like that look who is talking you that abandoned us precious Hardy reason okay there was a reason I didn't just do it I had a reason for a reason run away Daddy shame shame shame on you [Music] [Music] oh good morning good evening it's good afternoon come here where are you coming from looking like this no I went to see my friend Jin she's very sick really yes Mom you left your baby to go and see your friend hmm he was sleeping when I left and I didn't want to disturb him and besides I already fed him and I know that he's not going to wake up until I get back on a reasonable young lady I've met in my life you left your baby for three hours and the baby was crying you claim you want to see a friend oh can't somebody calls and and just is have some peace of mind oh you want peace of mind you know I don't blame you I don't blame you it's because you have a mother in this house I don't blame you one bit but I have not to say to you because after all the baby is yours when you see my true anger is when anything happens to that because of this stupidity I've had a lot of your rubbish I've had enough just go out [Music] my God why the streets face what happened come on it's about precious two do not to worry about her she'll be fine I believe how long is taking care of and the baby that's why yesterday where at the party I attended really I mean she was so angry she was so mad at me for abandoning her handy baby bro I had a choice I had a choice I shouldn't have abandoned her and the baby the way I did see she said she said something very striking to me she said she doesn't want to be a mother either you said that that yes she said that she will see the baby just disappears that she can go back to her normal life wait a minute she doesn't want the baby and you do you want the baby I don't think so Justin Bieber right now it's more or less a distraction to me what and then I think I can help you guys it's how do you mean [Music] just follow me but where do all your problems will be solved okay get up I might follow you do whatever follow me let's go what I'm telling you now just be sitting here [Music] so how old is the baby sir I said how old is the baby and he's it's a 10 months okay why are you confused which one is eight to ten months be specific job is it it wants how much are you selling how much I I do want to sell my baby I just want to give you out for adoption listen we're saying the same thing okay all we're doing is we sell babies to reach families who can afford to give them the future that they deserve okay because it's obvious to me that you don't have what it takes to take on the responsibility of fatherhood so we sell them to reach families that can take care of them isn't that what you want but but like how much are you willing to buy the baby let's make it 500K since it's a boy I'll pay 400k no it's 500k or No Deal all right 500k Tuesday I sent to you what are you bringing the baby um see next tomorrow next tomorrow it is that use the door do not do not do that I don't know what's wrong with you what's wrong with you yeah I want to stop my baby they're telling you that what is wrong with you I'm here trying to help you solve a life problems what I asked you I asked you foreign value if everybody I mean yeah you know completely wrong you know I'm always White so now how can we get the baby I think I have a plan [Music] only sense for me yes I did precious tell me why are you so cruel to your own child no I'm not yes you are you stop him you pay less attention to him in fact you have abandoned him to go and be with your friends well I didn't bargain for this that's what has come to my life and ruined everything the baby is innocent he's not because of your problem he is without him in my life I will be in school with my mates he's ruined my life mom and what all your life is winning so you want to pour your frustrations on an innocent child do you remember I told you that I heard you when I was in university I dropped out because of you everybody abandoned me my friends mocked me my family turned their back even your father turned this back on me I had no one but did actually we know even when I had the chance to when I looked at you I said no let me pull through this with this child I could have left you I could have thrown you away all harm you if I had sold you out or or harmed you would you be here today no Mom then why are you so mean to an innocent child why I'm so frustrated my friends are in school studying and I'm here nursing that child and who told you you can't go back to School you think your life is over look at me the same thing happened to me I was able to pick up the pieces of my life and I'm even here for you my parents weren't even there for me you don't have to be frustrated you just an innocent beautiful baby you can move the child and go back to school sweetheart this is your flesh and blood don't do this sorry Mom it's okay cool um I understand how you feel okay but this is a very sweet innocent baby I'm just feeling overwhelmed I know but I'm here okay we'll do this together all right okay how sweet and innocent you look like what's out I'm so sorry for how I've been treating you I'm sorry for everything I've said to you you don't deserve the way I've been treating you my sweet child I'm so sorry I thought my world was going to crumble it was at the verge of getting that mission into University before you came into my life I had to Forfeit that admission because of you and I became so scared and confused [Music] especially when your father left us even at Bed he abandoned us and I didn't know what to do and I blamed you I blamed you my innocence child you should have known that you were a gift from God from today I promise you that I would always protect you I would love and cherish you with all my heart that's a good mother should I love you my son thank you so much [Music] [Music] I'm fine how are you I'm fine how's the baby he's fine he's right here Prince he wants to say hi to your daddy hi friends say hi to your daddy he's laughing at you I want to take you guys out today just for us to have it to phone then you know take the time to see our baby really but why don't you come to the house and no not yet I can't stand your mom now but let me read I'll put things out to the baby then I'll come and see her okay okay that's fine um so I'll meet you at City Mall in 30 minutes right okay okay let me go and get dressed wow you bought it excellent I'm still having mixed feelings about this thing or okay calm down now the beef like BB Rayman beef like a man let me call Oscar foreign yes yes okay so the plan is that he's going to distract her from the baby so once he does that people will steal the baby of course plan hey in 30 minutes what's up what's up what's the idea bro I'm still having mixed feeling about about all this why you always be even like this guys my baby we were talking about here and I'm really scared something might happen to him wait rejected [Music] oh are you ready to become your father [Music] in the depths of my heart I feel the egg and loved one so strong now turn the mistake abandoned and low in darkness our side yearning for the love that one step by my side and the silence thank you for taking us out today I was having a conversation with my mom yeah yesterday she made me realize that this child is a gift from God I mean it was stupid of me to try to pour all my frustration and anger on an innocent child that did nothing to me after that conversation I realized that this child is a bundle of joy that I should love and cherish this child like no other I mean I don't know what I would do if anything should happen to this child I don't think I'll be able to survive it so so you mean you want to keep him you don't want to give him up for adoption anymore what why would I want to give up my child for adoption never had that conversation with you why I have nothing doing at home now listen I will explain to you later but maybe we need to leave now keep your eyes open come come take it back come [Music] back [Music] [Music] memories of your church I still want them to race what is it nothing are you okay yes everything is fine are you sure yes everything is fine move John what is it nothing nothing's wrong are you sure yes find my way please take care of the baby okay do not let him out of your sights all right are you okay you've been acting weird everything is fine okay [Music] it hurts so deep frightening to take away my happiness my happiness [Music] I don't believe that that's more raps 50 players like this [Music] you pay me oh you pay me I swear Shock Me no please like that Oscar hello boss why you're friendly he ought to be at the moment with you guys your friend players I don't understand your friend hooked up your own part of the deal what I would say this for the very last time hmm she needs to keep his own part of the deal she's playing with fire and he doesn't want to know what to come for him he has 48 hours to deliver that baby it hasn't got into that 48. ass hello hello what is wrong with this boy [Music] so where have you been what's the meaning of the stone to put out there okay he's very angry with you can go to hell look at the money it's intact let's go and return it are you joking right now I changed my mind Are you seriously joking right now do I look like I'm joking to you do I come back out now you can't you already have the money with you point of correction you took their money let's go and return it now it why the suddenly change of mind what happened listen I thought pressure was cool with it but apparently she loves her baby and she doesn't want the baby going and I buy the idea I prefer us to read about something rather than send him off to your whatever you're talking about I don't know you must be joking right like how do you expect to take responsibility of a baby let me worry about that okay let me worry about it you come back out now you can't we've only had to deal with these guys peacefully please get what I'm saying you are not getting what I'm saying Oscar is not meant to be told with he will deal with you I'm not joking bro I changed my mind and I experience pick up the money let's go and return it mama I just give us 48 hours we'll deliver the package I won't feel thank you Mom yes Ma 'am so what did she see of course she's mad at us now why would she be angry see if I catch that stupid boy so tell me what is good about the day after your friend played also I'm very sorry that's why we are here is canceled trust me I really wanted to give you guys today because it's covered that the mother wants I want her baby so you didn't mad you mean like this girl don't they smoke you go you know tell them I told him but he wouldn't listen yeah at this point I don't really care what what the deal is because I'm not interested in anything anymore you're not interested anymore give you 48 hours to deliver the package and devil bless you do whatever you see if you take get out before I close my eye opener do they look me can you imagine these rubbish I mean they ain't so less silly stupid boy you you will not know him before this Lagos [Music] relax now relax not what is wrong with you no no why would you bring me here in the first place eh I don't know I don't know what you're going to do or what I know is that I am not selling my baby anymore no now that the mother wants the baby I can't even do that to Precious she calls that baby her bundle of joy even know what that means like it's at this point right at this point we don't have a choice Oscar is very deadly he is and besides what do we do listen do not it seems you're not easy listening to what I'm saying I am not selling my baby anymore never it was bad enough I've only listened to your terrible advice to come to this place in the first place I'm not telling my baby do not I'm not you really don't understand what is happening right now like you really don't understand the situation at this point there's nothing we can do again rip the police because the arrest was just accomplished Oscar is very deadly he is let's just keep them the baby fights your life is at risk yeah and not trust only your life that includes precious and the baby think about this precious I have something to tell you what is it oh first of all you have to promise me that you will not scream and you forgive me afterwards you're scaring me John what is it foreign danger what have you done I tried to give us one out for adoption what you said you were not going to scream now precious you tried to sell our son what's wrong with you I mean do something like that you said you won't take your life back I thought the best way you did was to give him up for adoption people are along the line I developed some fatherly affection for him I could not do it I could not do it so I told him that I'm not going to do it so instead they threatened Our Lives John just give them back the money I think I've not tried that I tried they did they rejected it you better don't let anything happen to my child do you understand me personally nothing is going to happen to our child if you just have to be careful like very very careful now what's wrong with you what is going on where did you come out from we we we're just having a conversation a conversation yes I was listening to the conversation so both of you business are talking speak come on stop talking I'm very sorry I I I I wanted to give us an art for adoption so you actually wanted to sell my grandson you really don't like it's not like that I I thought if you were good people they promised that they were going to take care of him but they're very bad people man they were bad people in that case let's go and put them to the police my police my they're going to arrest me as an accomplice I don't want to go to jail now no you don't have to worry about that why would they if everything you told me right now is true then you're innocent victim why did you take their money from them no no I didn't take their money let's go and tell them let's go and tell the police are you sure about this yeah yeah it gets my handbag and and my keys for me okay mom take care of Prince that's the first thing you should have done report them to the police or children are you how many people this must have ruined their lives [Music] foreign [Music] that's what happened right now we are threatening to kill him if he doesn't bring the baby to them okay um we'll first of all start by preparing the case fire for them for him and then we'll see how we can apprehend it do you have your numbers yes sir I do okay please you call them they come about it I can see if you're sticking with them okay from there you should call him now hello hello sir do you have the baby now yes yes I have to be where can I meet you where are you and who is the mother and I'm parked at my taxi at the cafe Street the mother is still asleep I sneaked in and got the baby and and you show no no one saw you absolutely not the house was in um you can we're here okay I'll meet you shortly so this is what we are going to do are you serious bro she is my man thank you foreign no no no I don't want any money I just want my son to find a good place don't worry I promise you have my word on this I will take your son to the best place possible you have my word with that all right just handy move up to me come on come on what a doll what is this is that where you are you all are under arrest you have a right to remain silent whatever you do or say will be used against you you caught up law moving just set me up I told you my son was not for sale [Music] thank you looks like he has slipped final yes he has for me mom I can't believe that I love him so much like I was so scared that something bad would happen to him when I was not myself like I couldn't even think straight anymore welcome to Motherhood um is this what being a mom feels like yes you know I tell people a mother is willing to give up child is high sheels this love is real he's feeling so overwhelming about the best of God you would write you down and get into the University thank you I thought I had a knock coming I'm so sorry Ma I'm so sorry I I was scared of dropping out of school I couldn't man up to my own responsibilities I'm so sorry my uncle told me to brace up he told me that he was going to take care of precious and and the baby but after the long run he told me to drop out of school he told me I should take up a jobs that I can take off precious and the baby when I heard it I I couldn't take it I ran away so I sivato contact I had with precious I stopped contacting her because if I kept on contacting her my uncle would have found out my whereabouts so after I saw her during the night it would be Maurice kept flooding but I realized how much I've missed her and how we spent all our times together but do not approach her to forgive me she said she wanted her life back she told me what to do what to do I told my friend about it he suggested that I give up the baby before adoption honestly my I thought I was giving him to good people I did not know these guys are terrible people I did not know they were bad people at that point I discovered that there's no love greater than the parent love for his or her child come on I'm so sorry I'm truly sorry precious I'm sorry I truly am it's okay hello thank you I forgive you John I've come to the realization that a child is a gift from God and that a child should not be blamed based on the circumstance of his or bad and having a child at a tender age does not mean that your dreams or your life is over I mean take a good look at my mom she was you know an example of our circumstance look at her now she's a banker she's doing fine for herself I mean look at me I came out right so John we have to do everything in our power to give the best life that we can to the child and I also pray that by God's grace I should be able to gain admission into the university by next year amen thank you so much Mommy thank you for being such a great support system I love you I love you too come on [Music] my heart feels a loved one so strong no tender mistake [Music] yearning for the love that one step by my side and the Silence of the night I search for soul age memories of your touch we still hunt and caress but I won't let the past Define who I am I must find strength to move on and rebuild what I care [Music] so deep it hurts so deep frightened to take away my happiness but my happiness I must believe that love will find me again find me again I'll try and pick up the pieces one by one rebuilding my heart until the pain is gone find my worth and embrace My Own Strength but love will come again

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