There are many ways in which my diagnosis of Complex Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (CPTSD) impacts my daily functioning. In the years since escaping my abusive relationship, learning to notice and manage these symptoms and behaviours has become a part-time job.
I’ve reached a place in my healing where I’m discovering the importance of putting that level of effort into my relaxation. I challenge you to extend to read on to learn how you can extend the same kindness yourself.
Sensual Healing
I recently began scheduling a block of time each day specifically for enrichment and relaxation. I treat this time with the respect and advanced preparation of an appointment. This may sound over the top, but it doesn’t need to take a lot of time or energy.
My favourite way to prepare to unwind is by reflecting on each of my senses and ensuring my environment satisfies them to the best of my ability.
For example, say I want to prepare my space for an hour of reading that might (as it often does) turn into a short nap. Before laying down, I’ll do a quick inventory of how each sense is feeling.
This generally goes something like this:
See
Clear space of clutter and distractions.
Make sure the lighting is comfortable.
Move a couple of plants to the windowsill.
Hear
Silence phone notifications.
Turn on ambient noise such as a Stormy Library ASMR or Jazz in the Background on Spotify.
Queue up a meditation app like Wellness Coach so I can easily turn it on if I get sleepy while reading.
Smell
Light a candle or turn on aromatherapy.
Moisturize with a scented lotion or use a spray with a relaxing scent.
Taste
Brew tea.
Drink a glass of water.
Make a light snack.
Touch
Put anything I may need (book, glasses, water) within reach.
I’ll also take a few moments to make sure I have an uncluttered mind. This could include:
Writing down anything I still need to do or am worried about forgetting.
Making sure my dogs have eaten, been outside, and had playtime to get them feeling snuggly and sleepy.
Setting an alarm in case I fall asleep so I won’t have to keep an eye on the clock to know when it’s time to get back to my day.
Self-Indulgent or Self-Love?
When I first started noticing this behavior, I chastised myself for being unnecessarily hedonistic. What I’ve come to realize, however, is that this level of care is entirely necessary to recover from the stress of daily life. It’s also helping me to establish a healthy and trauma-informed routine that keeps me on track to meet my goals.
I’m incredibly driven to do the hard work in my life, but I can only keep up that pace when I’m feeling healthy enough. This can be especially difficult given the added strain CPTSD puts on almost every aspect of my functioning. There’s no way I’d be able to keep up with my ambitions if I didn’t treat myself with this necessary care.
And why shouldn’t we treat ourselves to the little extravagances?
I do small things to make my day feel more luxurious because I know what a luxury it is to live another day. I may not be doing anything monumental by moisturizing or lighting candles, but after I’ve had this rejuvenating nap?
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