Love is a feeling in which you feel like getting lost. This is the only feeling I want to tell you about.
It was evening time. I was waiting for my friend outside the station. We had a plan to go out somewhere and I had reached early. I was not able to understand what to do. I went and sat near the station, then something happened that my life was about to take a different turn. I was looking towards the station to see if my friend had come or not, then suddenly my eyes fell on a girl. That time had completely stopped for a while. I had forgotten where I was and why I was there. My eyes were just not moving away from that girl and I kept looking at her. Her innocent face, her small eyes, that innocent smile on her innocent face, as if she was an angel...looking at her at first sight, something started happening to my heart.
Was that love?? I don't know, my heart was telling me that my friend should come after some time or this time should stop. I wanted to know her name. I wanted to know a lot about her but I was not able to understand how to do it. When I could not understand anything, I just prayed to God that I want this girl in my life. She was going. I had to stop her away from my sight. I had to talk to her. I had to befriend her and tell her my heart's feelings.
But how??? This question was coming to my mind again and again and was making me restless. Then I thought that if I get to know her name before she goes away from my sight, then I will become mine and maybe God has sent her for me, I will understand this, then God did a miracle... a voice came from behind, Angel I am here. Then I looked back and I saw that a girl called from there and she went to him... then I understood that the girl's name was Angel. I became happy and felt like going and thanking that girl because it was because of her that I got to know her name.
That's when I decided that I have to make her mine, I have to bring her into my life. Then I started following her when suddenly a hand came from behind. When I looked back, my friend had come. Now I was not able to understand what to do. What should I say to her. How should I refuse her?. How should I go after her? I kept thinking about this. By then she had gone away from my sight. My heart started crying and then it felt as if everything was just a dream and when I opened my eyes, the dream broke.
I left from there with my friend but kept thinking about her the whole way. It seemed as if my heart was not ready to get out of her thoughts. The next day I got ready for college and reached college. And I went and sat on the bench.. just then my friend called me and said look a new girl has come to our college. My mind was still immersed in her thoughts. Her face was not leaving my eyes.. she was calling me again and again. Then I got angry and was about to talk to her when I stopped.
My eyes went back to my dreams. I saw that it was her. It was as if my happiness knew no bounds. I was unable to stop myself and I was unable to understand what to do. What could I say, I just went and hugged my friend.. and started laughing.. then I came to know that she was the new girl who had come to the college for the first time today. I felt as if I was flying in the air.. then one day I told my friend that this is how it is.. he said go and tell her what is in your heart.. but I was afraid. What will she say.. how will she feel.. thinking this I always stopped. I used to think that she might go away from me after hearing my words. I did not want to go away from her.
I had realized that maybe she also liked me. But she never said anything. She felt that I had nothing for her in my heart. But how could she know that I had given my heart to her at first sight. Days passed, we used to stay together and talk like good friends. But neither did I have the courage to say anything to her nor did she. Time passed and in this way our studies got completed. But in my heart there was still the first and last love for her and maybe for her too. And in this way we all got jobs in different companies, then one day I thought that now it's enough.. I will go and tell her what is in my heart tomorrow....
I woke up the next day morning and I called her and told her that I want to meet her. She said yes to meet and this made me very happy. We had fixed a time and I was waiting for her there before time....then my eyes fell on her. Same clothes. Same bag. Same small eyes and same cute smile on her face, as if it was the first day. When I had seen her for the first time. She was coming slowly. I was just looking at her. Then she came closer. Then she sat in front of me.. then that's it.. I told her that I want to tell her something. Then she also said that I also want to tell you something...I became happy. I thought that today she will also speak her heart out...then I told her that you speak first...at first she refused to speak first..but I insisted...that you speak first and she was going to speak.
It was as if my breath had stopped waiting to hear what she said...everything stopped...it just felt like it was just her and me...nothing else around...then she took out a card from her bag...and gave it to me...that was the moment. That first moment...when I felt that it was my dream...and the dream got shattered...that card had an invitation to her wedding...that was it...then what...everything stopped right there...maybe I was too late to tell her my feelings...maybe very late...then she asked me...what did you want to say? What could I say then. I changed the topic. And she left...and I remained sitting there....Maybe I just had a dream of making her mine......which came and broke at some point of time....that day and the first day...I feel as if I have not understood why it came in my life till now....the first day also came like a dream and broke after some time...and this moment of today. Which again became a dream and broke in a moment........
That is why friends, never delay in telling your heart's feelings...otherwise it gets so late that...you have to make your love yours only in your dreams...
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