Going through life, encountering many challenges, I eventually felt God had given up on me
Being accused of every single mistake, sometimes clueless about it. I ended up getting depressed because they were so much for me to bear. I searched thoroughly to see if I could get the best answer to end all these problems
Voila! Suicide I thought No one will accuse me wrongly after all, if I'm no more. No fingers would be pointed at my corpse for any wrongs again.... nice things will be said about tho...strange huh?
Wait!
What at all will you gain should you end your life?
Do you really trust God?
Haven't you heard the scripture say God knew you before He formed you in the belly and before you came forth out of the womb, and that He had sanctified and ordained you a prophet unto the nations?................these thoughts occured to me.
He whispered to me....Don't focus on what people say about you, focus on what I have said about you and trust my doings.
He made me understand that there's no condemnation to those that are in Christ Jesus (Rom8:1) and asked me to trouble not my heart neither be afraid for He had given unto me peace(John14:27) therefore I have direct access to peace through faith (Rom5:1)
ULTIMATELY COMING TO A CONCLUSION THAT HAVING JESUS IS THE BEST DECISION HALLELUJAH!!!