I WONT CRY

I am holding back my tears,

Though things tear me apart.

I am holding back my tears,

Though I miss some parts of me.

I am holding back my tears,

Though things didn't go as I planned. 

I am holding back my tears,

Though I lost everything I loved.

I am holding back my tears,

Though people take me for granted.

I am holding back my tears,

Though my feelings are numbed and empty.

I am holding back my tears,

Cuz I believe in healing.