Simply A Detainee
Simply my very own detainee contemplations
They hold me hostage like shut bars
Detached ,alone, living on Mars
I Breath my own air
Try not to allow anybody to close apprehensive they'd choke
Yet, they don't have the foggiest idea
They imagine that they're the issue
However the issues are my own
I invest my energy counting stars
They appear to be the main things that don't run out
Continuously thinking ,consistently in uncertainty
Thinking about what amount of time it'd require for the one that came to recuperate me to tap out
to foster claustrophobia and conclude the enclosure they entered was becoming excessively close for them to breath
It's inevitable
I've learned not to have high expectation's so I'm never truly broken when they're no more
....just broke.
Simply my very own detainee contemplations
They hold me submerged
Gave me gills for lungs
They made my home the sea
I don't allow anybody to come over apprehensive they'd suffocate
Yet, they dont know
They believe that they're the issue
However the issues are my own
I've developed further
Been attempting to find the way in to the lock that has my destiny on hold
Before my viewpoints become kryptonite and torment is all I know
Before the voices turn clearly and blockade my spirit
Before they persuade me...to call this spot my home.
~Anonymous~
@fortheeccentric
[Sent from Zion]
BANG!
BANG! was the sound I heard before I hang down in shame
BANG! was the sound I heard prior to stunning shouts left my throat
BANG! was the sound I heard before I saw my reality disintegrating down
BANG! was the sound I heard before I saw the blood spouting out of your body
BANG! was the sound I heard before I saw life Depleting out of your eyes
BANG! was the sound I heard before I saw your drab and fair skin
BANG! was the sound I heard before I saw your dormant and stationary body
BANG! was the sound I heard before I understood what you have done
BANG! was the sound I heard before I understood I might have halted it
BANG! was the sound I heard prior to recollecting all your crys for help
BANG! was the sound I heard prior to recalling the dark circles that generally dwelled underneath your eyes
BANG! was the sound I heard prior to recalling your phony grin and crushed giggling
BANG! was the sound I heard prior to recalling how you suffocated your distress in liquor and medications
BANG! was the sound I heard prior to recalling how you let me know you have had enough of this life
BANG! was the sound I heard prior to recalling how I let you know that it was only a stage that would pass and that you ought to simply ease up
BANG! was the sound I heard prior to recollecting how I let you know that you were simply over responding
BANG! was the sound I heard prior to recollecting how I advised you to simply work it off in light of the fact that you were tierd
BANG! was the sound I heard before I understood the degree of your aggravation
BANG! was the sound I heard before I understood I might have tuned in and made a difference
BANG! was the sound I heard before I understood I was past the point of no return
BANG! was the sound I heard before I understood I could do nothing regardless of whether I needed in light of the fact that you are gone for eternity
BANG! Is a sound that torment me regular
BANG! is a sound that takes a piece of my spirit each and every day
BANG! Is a sound that helps to remember what I might have done
BANG! is a sound that helps me to remember what I have lost
BANG! is a sound that won't ever leave my entire being.
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