[Sent from Evyday? (Regina Phalange)]
Just getting by can be a struggle, right?
Your fantasies didn't materialize,
What's more, your persistent effort didn't pay off.
The joy generally faltered,
Thus did the adoration.
Nothing at any point turns out well for you,
Also, nothing at any point stays.
You were only a youngster...
I realize you preferred that young lady,
Yet, you were unable to tell her.
You didn't bring anything to the table,
You figured you would bomb her.
You looked yourself down,
Said you weren't adequate.
What's more, you made yourself little,
With words that were only unpleasant.
In any case, everything was said and everything was finished,
Just to safeguard yourself.
It was hard, right?
I realize it was.
You grew up...
You presumably felt like poo,
What's more, you were worn out.
To have pushed your grin aside,
Like it won't ever make any difference.
All you likely required then was an embrace,
Be that as it may, there was nobody to give it.
For somebody to let you know it's OK,
Be that as it may, nobody sufficiently minded to say it.
Growing up sucked, isn't that so?
You had to think often about things,
That you ultimately lost.
Told to care for other people,
At the point when you wanted caring for the most.
The pressure was killing you, right?
Every one of the questions kept you down,
The second thoughts cut you down,
The difficult situations squashed you,
Furthermore, the concerns bit and ground.
It was hard, right?
I realize it was.
The issues continued to develop,
Also, the expectation in your eyes was diminishing down.
All the hurt and the throb went the distance and wide,
However, a companion to impart it to was no where to find.
You wanted to be dead, isn't that right?
That you were rarely conceived?
You asked god to either take you,
Or on the other hand to fasten up the torn.
You needed to numb what you felt,
Detested the cards you've been managed.
If by some stroke of good luck you had a comfort in times of dire need,
If by some stroke of good luck you had help....
It was hard however, right?
I realize it was.
Afomiya(Astridzzyx)
@Reste_Bizarre
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