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Sry am so sry

This is difficult

Am feeling like am remorseful

I told u that I will change

Yet, those words were unfilled

Goodness am sry about this

I can't live any longer like this

I guaranteed that I'll change

Be that as it may, I couldn't perhaps am living in an enclosure

Perhaps am tearing my life's page

Sitting and asking mama self where is the genuine me

I ain't tracked down him yet however is this what I intended to be

My brain loaded with madness

& presently I don't have the foggiest idea where it is

Perhaps it followed mama heart and went with it

I asked ppl for counsel they said "u must show ur psyche to work for u"

Except if u do that it will neutralize u

U realize ur mind is a strong spot u's thought process in it influences u in a strong way

Where the brain goes

Continuously the man follows

The brain is a combat zone

It's where ur resides close

Where u choose to win or lose

Where u become victors or casualties

Perhaps that is the reason I haven't as yet succeed

Perhaps that is the reason I have an aggravation inside mama heart

Why even bother with life

I mean the Genuine adaptation of life

Is it doing things wrong inclination they're correct

Then understanding that I was off-base when am out of luck

& then lament

Attempting to hang on something when ur currently down

Attempting to feel invigorated until u bite the dust in this peculiar life which is difficult to characterize

Attempting to re-try things

Attempting to return to the race

Then, at that point, I realize that am past the point of no return

Master assist me with getting up!

Help me essentially to complete a lap!

I vowed to change yet I haven't changed at this point

I haven't attempted even to change I was simply imagining because I don't have the foggiest idea about the method for getting out

My veins loaded with disdain

Cut me will drain it

My heart loaded with torment

It was loaded up with luv however presently it's undeniably gone

My psyche is stuck

Pondering an individual who gave mama heart a break

Attempting to erase documents from the heart

To come clean that is excessively hard, yes I was unable

Some piece of me from the base tells me am off-base

Says to me"don't do that"

However, the other me tells me "you don't live always have some good times

Then, at that point, it yells inside mama mind "same difference either way"

Fire is delightful

However, it isn't accessible

In the event that u attempt to contact it will change to destructive

So watch out

Try not to be such an imbecile

At long last commitments r simply words

Telling ppl you'll follow through with something & attempting to make bliss.

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