When i was with my ex i had a crush on this cute girl she’s pretty. I really loved my ex but we didn’t break up on good terms which affected me both emotional and mentally. So fast forward I proposed to the cute pretty girl and by far she was already interested so she didn’t stress me and we started a new relationship that was two months after my awful break with my ex. I didn’t really heal before getting into a new relationship I proposed to her because i was lonely and I needed a distraction though she was attractive to me. Everything happened so fast we didn’t even start off as friends. This girl is so into me she does everything to keep me. Any guy that propose to her she comes back to tell me and if someone asks for her number she give mine to him. She listens to me even though shes some what stubborn sometimes yet to me she’s very feminine and a real lady as far as i can tell she’s a lady worth marrying. But my problem is I’ve done everything to really love her like I really wanna feel like real genuine love for her but the love no dey come. I love her in a different way as in i care and don’t want to see her down I show her love and give her attention because i feel she deserves it due to how loyal she’s been to me. I cheated on her ones and she doesn’t know i did but she knows i can because I’m an attractive person and i have girls pursuing me. Mind you i have the bad boy looks but not a fuck boy. My girl been with me for 5years but the love ? no dey. My ex wants me back but I’m not willing to get back to her yet i still can’t develop genuine love for my girl. I don’t know how to control this situation and how i can genuinely love her. It hurts me….

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