Hi lexxy. Good day please keep me anonymous please ?. So I feel like I really need to talk to someone about this. It's about my boyfriend though
I actually knew him years back though we never dated then until of recent. So the day we were meant to see was the day he asked me out and bla bla that he had been in love with me years back then , and voila later later I accepted. Cuz actually he is a cool guy. So the thing is that he introduced me to his family and he also came to see my mom in the sense that he doesn't want something hidden ... Though he didn't meet my father though. So he said he's coming to see my pops January.
But I have something eating me up so bad... I have this old facebook account that I opened in secondary school days with the name of my best story character. So I added my boyfriend up and he accepted. I started chatting him up and I used my brothers girlfriend as my profile and bait... So from normal chatting It got to the point we talked about being in a relationship... And he said that he isn't really in a relationship that he is in a long distance relationship that his gf was out of the country. So I told him I was single and he said we can mingle since am single.( Remember he didn't know it was me) so I was like what about his girlfriend and all, he said long distance relationship kills feelings. He asked to meet me, and even invited me over to his place ? .... So I was asking him how much of a faithful guy he is, he said very faithful ?. So he was saying something about going into a relationship with me if he meets me and likes me(the other me) and he even said we gonna be intimate that we adults and should go for what we want... I was asking him about his abroad gf and he said that that haven't talked for a while... So last last I declined going to see him. And he said we can be friends till I change my mind.... I don't know what to do seriously ??. It's been eating me up. And this Same guy is the guy that got angry that my ex boyfriend from years back and the last one before him works where he does and why should I have things to do with players and bla bla bla. How will I even know a player... Just like him???? I don't know. Am confused as fuck??. Am sorry for the long epistle. I just think I had to confide in someone anyone. I Ok now he said I should visit his villa. I told my pops and Daddy say I can only go if he comes to see him then maybe he can let me go... So I told him and he said that his plans was to come after Xmas but he will see what he can do Now he is asking for my number in that account. I seriously don't know what to do please I need your advice guys ????
Love haven't really been in my favour for a long time now, I do fall victims of love shits and it's killing me. And am also a type of person who doesn't give up on love no matter how much it's hurt me. I have always hoped for the better and now this guy even though he seem commiting but he's likely a cheat. I don't want to end up not being happy in my relationship cuz am a very emotional person and I also do have this heart problems which literally comes up when I over think and my emotions go up. Please I really need your advices ??
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