Keep me anonymous, thank you. Truth be told, be it whether you've got a partner before a side chick or fuck buddy, or you've got a fuck buddy before entering into a serious relationship, having to choose one over another is quite worrisome. My story? I've had this fuck buddy for two to three years now, it was an agreement. Contract be terminated when one of us gets into a serious relationship. Stress on the serious. I had come out of a relationship I'd rather not talk about. I'm sexually active hence the contract. We both agreed and mature to make our own choice. I was also exploring my sexual self with this buddy. Met my guy last year but weren't really into such thoughts (dating). Starting linking up more in December. We were in the talking stage early this year. All this while, I was still with the buddy. Note, the contract had a terminal agreement. BTW, I am very transparent about my sexcapades with my partner. Here's the case, everything leads up to this. My guy and I have become pretty serious, now I am to terminate the contract. I have, trust me, but buddy isn't okay with it. Says he's cool but I sense differently. Asked we terminate the contract with one last sex, preferably one of my favs, kitchen sex not stool. I know he's not going to end there too. I'm not going, told him already. But my body is just actually acting naturally submissive to his call. Reminding me of his feel and stuff. I'm hell bent on not going, yet flashes of things we've done keeps popping up in my head. I know I'm attached to him, spiritually, I get it. Maybe that's why. I don't seek advice. If you speak ill of me, your worry, not mine. All I'm saying is, people don't just cut ties with others they've been intimate or shared a memory with, not just sexually. It takes time and determination. Let's normalize helpful thoughts and advice than criticisms. Everyone has got a skeleton in their cupboard. Thank you.
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