Hi jodel..please keep me anonymous. I'm a very good Christian girl brought up in a very good Christian household. However on entering university last year. I stumbled a bit. I made a lot of bad choices. I know this mind sound clichč. I know how to have fun without compromising my Christian morals but I made a lot of mistakes. I broke my virginity( which I'm not really proud of) and also had random sex like it was nothing. From having a zero body count , I had a body count of five by the time the year was ending. I resolved to change my lifestyle this year. I know I can't get my virginity back but atleast I can live a modest life. However the guys I have been with don't know this and I trying to lure me back. One of them called telling me he has moved out and now has his own apartmentso that we can do more naughty stuff(. the guys don't know each other. They all think I've just had sex with only them individually) I really want to give up this lifestyle. I really need help. The thing is any time I have sex with any of them, I end up feeling guilty after sex in some cases I stop midway before any penetration occurs. I know that this hoeing life isn't for me. And I really need help on how to stay away from each of these boys.
Here is my confession
I met the girl online she is an Aspirants in my school but she hasn’t been given admission yet So as for me am in my ND2 level So we started chatting here on telegram it was exciting and interesting for the both of us Asin just in 3 days our chat don Enter like 500msgs
And time goes on I began to develop feelings for her I eventually asked her out and she said yes not immediately thou after few days sha so we are dating now and I get this feeling that am not interested anymore in the relationship I don’t even know if I still Love her or not she has been acting weird for the past few days but she Loves me As for me I don’t know what happened buh I don’t think I have the strength to continue the relationship and our relationship is not up to 2weeks and she also 2years older than me
Should I just continue for her sake or I should break up with her??
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